What's wrong with my fate? I know things I should'nt know, I tell things I should'nt tell, I do things I should'nt do. Now I've sort of... like, got two of them "fighting", I could forsee it, Why? I totally hate myself. Maybe i should just dissapear into the universe. If i did'nt tell, I feel so guilty. But now that I tell, I've sort of land someone into..? Dillema? Whatever. I feel so guilty now. Again. More. I don't know what I'm suppose to say. I've just done something that I regretted doing. Why did i even talked to him, I should had just taken down the mathes test topics. I'm so dumb. Why must things turn out this way? I don't know. I really don't know.